I have a lot of posts that talk about my feelings. This is mainly because I can't express them correctly without seeming creepy or overanxious. So I put those things that I can't say here. Like "every time I pick up my phone, I hope that it's you. No matter what the time, no matter what the situation, I always hope that it's you." I wish that she knew how I felt and felt the same. I like a strong woman who knows what she wants. So, I guess that I can't, shouldn't, be too upset when I find out that it's not me. Ideally, I would show some gesture of my infatuation which is then returned with a simple, "I know how you feel and I feel the same." Or, I'd even settle for an, "I'd like to give it a try. If it starts to affect our friendship, we'll end it." Just to know your affection is enough for now. I don't boast to be the sexiest man alive, nor the richest. However, I DO think that she and I are a fantastic match. A match that young romantics can only aspire to and revere.
This is my 2 AM rant.
In conclusion, She and I are perfect for each other beyond a reasonable doubt. I just wish that she would stop searching for "him" and realize that I've been here all along.
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