Addicted

I find myself at a loss.

I want to say that I'm going to the gym twice a day for me. I want to say that I'm getting in the best shape of my life because it's part of my life-list. But I just don't think that's the case. I'm doing this because I hate the way I look. I want to be sexier than I have ever been. I want to be gorgeous have the flat stomach and perfect chest that women dream about. I want to be that guy. I think that being that sexy would make life a little more fun. It would definitely make it easier with the ladies.

It turns out that I am addicted to the gym. Two and three times a day. I just can't help it. I HAVE to work out.